Hmmm?

2008-10-29T00:46:00.002+08:00

im sorry
i have been fucked up
but im changing
i know i am
doing my best
dont hold my hand just as yet
i havent earned it but yet i want you to
i want to be hurt to feel the pain
enjoy the pain
i hurt you so much
im sorry
i love you
i take this oath today to change myself and be
a better person

after everything

i still wanna tell you
that i really do

love you<3

2008-08-24T02:12:00.002+08:00

if you cant say it to me straight in my face
dont say
if you cant punch me in my face
dont punch
if you cant do anything to me
dont do

cause in the end if you do
you might just find yourself
having breakfast through a straw

2008-08-17T02:01:00.000+08:00

hahahahahhaah
maybe not working out
was a good thing after all

shiok sendiri ballzzzz

2008-08-01T00:47:00.002+08:00

And I'm blasting music,

so I won't hear my thoughts,

but it's stupid,

because the lyrics just remind me of what I'm trying to forget.

I'm torn between wanting the feeling to go away, and trying to keep it a little longer.

Because you brought out something in me I never knew I had

2008-06-22T01:22:00.002+08:00

now now now
im reallllllllly pisssed off
you know what dude im telling you
youre the cause of this shit
promise you
if i ever catch you anywhere near her again
you are soooo screwed
really
imma fucking break your fuck face
not like its already ugly enough
dont fuck around yeah
im warning you
if i ever see you
or even hear you
youre dead really
youre really really screwed
i promise you that

2008-05-17T00:30:00.002+08:00

wooots
youre dead
i promise you

2008-05-04T01:09:00.003+08:00

i cant say much
but well all i know is that
i dont write poems
neither am i of the fancy prancy kinda boy
all i can do is
use photos to show
how beautiful you really are(:
BFF is much loved

2008-03-13T02:19:00.002+08:00

schoool spirit yo
i mean whats
the best schoool eveeeeeerrrrrrr
duh
ST ANDREWS ah!
hahaha
i love the damn school
gung ho man
what would i not do for the schoool

the adventures
the teachers
the hot teachers
the fuckers
the chicken rice aunty
the hot jc chicks
the number of windows and doors i broke
the number of discipline cases
the number of teachers that know me
the brothers i made
the teachers who want to kill me
the number of things i got confiscated
the number of hours i spent in that place
the power chicken fried day
the secret chicken recipe

and most importantly

the number of my times my name has been screamed by my sexy chem teacher
MITRAN!!!!!
damn

i wish i could live it all again
once more
haha
those were the days
where we couldnt give a damn
and
rule the school

the kings life

once a saint
always a saint

Do or Die

Up And On
SAINTS!

2008-03-10T18:49:00.000+08:00

2008-02-26T14:28:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mGN2L-56xbE&feature=related

pam look at what your people are doing
hahahahahah

2008-02-26T01:31:00.000+08:00

hahah
hey!
hello!

everyyyone has gotta chilll out!
hahahha
chill out yo

au revoir!

2008-02-24T02:14:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=43sC7_u8or8&NR=1

this is what i call dancing
hahahahhahahhahahah

au revoir!

2008-02-21T15:03:00.001+08:00

when everything points against me
all i can do
is
take the
shame

au revoir

2008-02-21T00:44:00.002+08:00

there was something i never did really realise
youre pathetic
saying that your boyfriend is pathetic an understatement
the love that you all got for each other
now thats
what i call
PATHETIC
hahahahah
jackassss
please fuck around with me one more time
pathetic jackass

hahaha but dude
really for your age
youre really lacking intellect
intellect is intelligence if you did not know
i mean tamil is your first language
hahahahhaha
fucking idiot

J
A
C
K
A
S
S

doesnt your name start with L?
no it doesnt?
i thought LOSER was spelt with an L?

hahah fuck offfff
girls come and go
simple as that mate
simple as that
hahahahhahaha
jackass!

au revoir!

2008-02-20T00:46:00.001+08:00

i really got some advice for you

if you cant take a punch
play TABLE TENNIS

please
fuck off

au revoir

2008-02-14T01:58:00.004+08:00

hindi song ah?
running on which mountain?
with which heroine?

fucking expat indian
youre not even a citizen here
and you wanna lie down in the bus with some
shah rukh khan pose
hoping that women are gonna observe you sleeping and not
want to sit down?
fat hope ah
thinks his father owns SBS TRANSIT
can lie down and sleep some more
with an elderly woman waiting to sit down
please if that elderly woman was your mom how?
lick that seat clean and let her sit down right
fucking expat
double standards
and
to top it all off
hes from RJC
so called well mannered school ah
national leaders are from there
but well hopefully
youre just an asshole
i hate expats
not cause they smell funny
but think that
the whole world just revolves around them
spare me please
fuck off

2008-02-12T12:58:00.000+08:00

fuck you
fuck yourself
you can shove your attitude up there for all i care
just fuck off
cause the next time you gonna give it to me
im gonna make damn sure
youre not gonna get up

au revoir

2008-02-06T10:02:00.000+08:00

my backside paiiiiin):

au revoir

2008-02-04T13:24:00.000+08:00

its damn difficult
to study
with this hot chick
standing infront of you
practicing how to dance

those curves
the way she dips it low
damn!
im not a perv but
still
haha
i should get back to my studyinggggggg

au revoir!

2008-02-01T10:05:00.000+08:00

you could getyour friends
i could get my friends
and we can be friends
do this every weekend

go girl go girl go girl go girl go girl

au revoir!

2008-01-26T22:01:00.000+08:00

liar
liar
pants on fire
thanks a lot

lets see how long you can go on lying
and you think
i would never find out?
yeah
that much you knew about me

au revoir

2008-01-25T10:42:00.001+08:00

you never did get it
youre not gonna get it
never gonna get it

why dont you just wake up and realise that
youre just another
priceless work of art in his gallery?

au revoir

2008-01-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

alright
fingers cracked
straight back

superstar
you think you fucking good is it?
the only thing you are
is a joke
one big one
here pain there pain
dont play
no pain
criticise
talk back
fuck you
shut the fuck up next time
haha fucking loser
tape up for the match
then never play
loser
waste tape

fatchick
haha
you can run
but you cant hide
cause youre just tooo fat
purple purple purple

RPrugger
dude im really sorry i stepped on you
but you fucking aint letting go of the ball
now thats against the rules aint it
you go against the rules
I ALSO go against the rules
but well the concussion
was so bad you cant remember
you girlfriend
haha now thats sad
sorry anyways

now new me
fuck around with me please
im begging you

au revoir

2008-01-23T00:37:00.000+08:00

wooots
im legal
i got loads of stuff to say
but not today
tommorow
all hell's gonna break loose

au revoir

2008-01-18T22:29:00.000+08:00

i know we just met yesterday
but things feel so right
you always know what to say
whats on my mind
well i feel i need a special way to ask you to be mine
but i dont know whens the perfect day
neither the perfect time

im so scared
im gonna lose you
im sorry

au revoir

2008-01-18T09:05:00.000+08:00

hahaha
as much as i want to
i gotta remind myself
dont be a bastard
dont
dont
dont
hahahahahha
its amusing
dont ah
dont be a bastard

NO FAT CHICKS
hahahahahhahahahahhahaha

BASTARD!

au revoir

2008-01-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

please
just
get
the
fuck
outta
my
face
please

2008-01-10T16:24:00.000+08:00

i wish i could just fuck off
i wish you could fuck off
i wish i could let go
i wish i could just
fuck

go ahead
and
love the one that hurts you the most

au revoir

2008-01-10T10:18:00.000+08:00

EVERYTHING
i did
counts for
NOTHING

au revoir

2008-01-08T08:42:00.001+08:00

i have really
gotta learn how to let go
im sorry
well slowly but surely
im letting you go

its not over tonight
just give me one chance to make it right
we will make it through the night
i wont go home without you

au revoir

2008-01-07T15:50:00.000+08:00

you fucking got an attitude problem
a BIG one
yeah im forgetful
but what the fuck please
you wanna be like that
fine
have it your way
dont come back and tell me
hey you there?
i need to talk

my replies gonna be_____

au revoir

2008-01-07T09:37:00.001+08:00

happpppening blog ah dae

2008-01-03T00:16:00.001+08:00

fucking dumb cunts
these idiots are the worst ever
never have i ever came across idiots like this ever
cut the fucking ryhming you dumb bitch
fuck

au revoir

2008-01-02T14:02:00.000+08:00

i just came across this fat chicks profile on friendster
shes so fat
it is so totallly disgusting
and the way she dresses
my goodness
but since
shes a friends friend
im gonna shut up
but fucking hell
youre so fat and you got so much of attitude
what the fuck
youre fat
just shut up
and lose the weight
damn
fuck
oh yeah and this fat chick is indian
not malay or punjabi
but fuck you
please
youre so fat
like real fat
and you got so much of attitude
its such a turnoff
youre already fat
and attitude
fuck you
fuck
fuck
fuck

i got the sexiest thing sitting beside me now
his name is prabu
im bored

au revoir

2008-01-01T22:27:00.000+08:00

its my fault
and well
now i feel like asif i have done something like
really unforgivable
but well it was an honest mistake
i have apologised
all i can do
is hope that im forgiven

but well thanks
for making me feel like crap
really
thank you

au revoir

2007-12-30T23:53:00.001+08:00

work and sleep
work and sleep
i used to have an angel
who used to talk to me
who used to look out for me
who used to scold me
who used to give me advice
who used to have fun
who used to be angry with me
who used to encourage me

but now
that angel is gone

hope is all i got that keeps me going on from day to day
that my angel will be back

au revoir

2007-12-28T22:44:00.000+08:00

pyramids of giza kinda cool place but its like in the backyard of the hotel so

it pretty much takes away the desert thing. 10 minute bus ride away haha

its like a walk in the park

my ass was hurting i would rather stick to horses like really
they are alot more COMFORTABLE

when you have got a cute face
and you go please carry me
how can i say no right

this is the coolest chandelier i have ever seen by far at the least
its inside a mosque

damn cold can like damn cold

check out the heiroglyphics

meet my friend ali
hes retired from being the leader of the 40 theives

find me

i figured out most of it

group photo

Horus

heiroglyphics

2400 feet in the air and this is what you see

the hand of god

Ballooooooons!!!

-5 degrees and no jacket

hard rock cafe cairo
the only place where i had decent food
or atleast close to decent

crocodile mummies
coooool right
sacred protectors of the river nile

4am in the morning, firing the balloon up

snorkelling wasnt such a good idea
but who cares it was cooler above the water
than underwater

sunrise baby

how many of you all can actually say i was here?

temple of queen hatsheepsut

the obilisk built by her

pharoah

luxor temple

the guys and the uncles

coool rams

baywatch, cheeky fella this one

statues and statues and statues

sexy shadow

egypt was nice
but its a very money minded society
belly dancing was fun
and oh yeah
slap the next fool
who tells you that
egypt is hot
slap him or her so hard that they will be able
to see
stars

au revoir!

2007-12-06T21:33:00.000+08:00

If someone breaks your heart, just punch them in the face. Oh sure, it seems obvious now, but you'd be amazed at how many people don't think of it when it's relevent. Seriously, just punch them in the face and go get some ice cream.

au revoir!

2007-12-01T18:56:00.000+08:00

fucking white bastard
chris brown wannabe

fuck off

2007-11-30T02:05:00.000+08:00

it was neither the guns
nor the missiles

it was the
beauty
that killed the
beast

au revoir

2007-11-28T23:39:00.000+08:00

the fox is in the box
the cat is in the bag
the beans are in the pod
hahaha
fox
fox
fox

nice song aye
its got a hidden meaning though
lets see if youre smart enough to decipher it

au revoir!

2007-11-27T22:05:00.000+08:00

Love is old, love is new. Love is all, love is you. says:
All these people who say they want a life free from sexual compulsion, I mean forget it. I mean, what could ever be better than sex?
For sure, even the worst blow job is better than, say, sniffing the best rose... watching the greatest sunset. Hearing children laugh.
I think that I shall never see a poem as lovely as a hot-gushing, butt-cramping, gut-hosing orgasm.
Love is old, love is new. Love is all, love is you. says:
Painting a picture, composing an opera, that's just something you do until you find the next peice of ass.
The minute something better than sex comes along, you call me. Have me paged.
Love is old, love is new. Love is all, love is you. says:
JAHAHHA
Love is old, love is new. Love is all, love is you. says:
so funny
mitran says:
haha
mitran says:
who wrote it.?
Love is old, love is new. Love is all, love is you. says:
me la
mitran says:
YOU?
mitran says:
good joke sonika
Love is old, love is new. Love is all, love is you. says:
oi
mitran says:
dont bluff la
mitran says:
youre not such a radical writer please
Love is old, love is new. Love is all, love is you. says:
oi
mitran says:
no really
mitran says:
your entries are very dainty
mitran says:
you scringe at the word of sex
mitran says:
and you wrote this?
Love is old, love is new. Love is all, love is you. says:
OIIIIII
Love is old, love is new. Love is all, love is you. says:
I DONT SCRINGE
Love is old, love is new. Love is all, love is you. says:
I'M GONNA POST IT UP TODAY
mitran says:
hahaha
Love is old, love is new. Love is all, love is you. says:
TONIGHT
Love is old, love is new. Love is all, love is you. says:
RIGHT NOW
Love is old, love is new. Love is all, love is you. says:
YOU WAIT
mitran says:
I DIDNT DARE YOU TO DO IT OK!
Love is old, love is new. Love is all, love is you. says:
TOO BAD
Love is old, love is new. Love is all, love is you. says:
you shut up
mitran says:
hahahah
mitran says:
wah lan eh!
Love is old, love is new. Love is all, love is you. says:
lol
Love is old, love is new. Love is all, love is you. says:
im not gonna psot it up
mitran says:
hahahahha!
mitran says:
now
mitran says:
i
mitran says:
gonna
mitran says:
post
mitran says:
this
mitran says:
on
mitran says:
MY BLOG!
mitran says:
hahahaha h
Love is old, love is new. Love is all, love is you. says:
LOL

BFF has changed
and this is for you

no more dainty
no more lil miss daisy

its now radical miss DESI
hahaha
fast and furious
BFF OH BFF
au revoir

2007-11-25T22:35:00.001+08:00

Love is old, love is new. Love is all, love is you. says:
WEEEE
Love is old, love is new. Love is all, love is you. says:
I LOVE YOU MITRAN
mitran says:
i know you do sonika haha who doesnt?
Love is old, love is new. Love is all, love is you. says:
lol

i love you too sexy BFF!
haha

au revoir!

2007-11-25T18:41:00.000+08:00

honestly,
why do you have to be so fat?
why do you have to be so BIG?
why do you have to be so fucking clumsy?
why do you not have to be so fucking lazy?
why are you so fucking ugly?
why do you look like a ghost during prom?
why do you have to play around with me?
why do i have to go slow?
why are you so fucking lazy?
why do i have to be at every breakdown?
why do i have to be there for YOU when youre not here for ME?
why?
why?
why?

if only all these whys can be answered...
yeah yeah
give me your excuses
im busy

oh yeah and for YOU
all these whys apply across the board
not only for you
if you think you have done something wrong
then yeah
its up to your conscience

au revoir

2007-11-22T00:07:00.000+08:00

fuck off
fuck off
fuck off
fuck off
fuck off
fuck off
fuck off

thank you

au revoir

2007-11-21T12:56:00.001+08:00

fuck

honestly

i rather say bye today
then see you cry tommorow

au revoir

2007-11-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

i fucking need to drink
like really
get fucking drunk and wasted
FRIDAY is gonna be THE DAY
DRUNK DRUNK DRUNK

party like a rockstar
and
fuck like a pornstar

fuck

just when i thought youre gonna let go
you catch me
and give me hope again

and
im just a fool for you
haha

au revoir

2007-11-19T21:53:00.000+08:00

i have got the sexiest BFF

with the sexiest BFF legs i can ever ask for

haha

au revoir!

2007-11-19T13:23:00.000+08:00

im talking to sonika now
hahah
and shes cracking me up
gosssip
gosssip
and more
gosssip
shes gonna buy me a punjabi suit from jaipur
how sweet right
haha

2007-11-18T23:13:00.001+08:00

i should really put a
please dont fuck around with me
sign across my forehead
whoa dude

this temper of mine is really nasty
whoa whoa whoa
hahah
its rising too quick
hulk time
haha

actually i think i can
really
my threshold of pain is kinda high and well
how much are you gonna actually hurt me
damn
again and again
im a real fool for you
aint i?

au revoir

2007-11-18T01:38:00.000+08:00

getting wasted two nights in a row is

like total sex

haha

i dont even know why im saying this now

and i can still type without any spelling mistakes

gooooooood or not? haha

half a bottle

tooo many tequilas

toooo many shotsssss

tooooo many alcohol

hahaha

au revoir!

2007-11-16T16:15:00.003+08:00

pass that dutch!
hahahahahhahah
woooooooooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
PARRRRRRTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
wheres the party tonight?!

2007-11-15T23:51:00.001+08:00

&& There's that one moment, the one moment when you've figured out how much you've really let go, how much you've grown. it takes you back a step and makes you think. it's that moment when you can't look back, yet you can't seem to look too far into the future. it's that moment when you realize you're living for yourself and no one else.

2007-11-15T00:56:00.000+08:00

somebody is irritated
somebody is happy
somebody is so in love with my blog
somebody has just solved her problems
somebody is sad
and
somebodys gonna get a real hurt bad tonight hahaha

and yeah
heartfelt entries
haha

oh yeah
you deserve so much better trust me on that
like for real
youre a diamond in a monkeys hand
it wouldnt know what to do with it
come on
youre better than that right
fuck him
haha
no literally but yeah
FUCK HIM

hahaha

somebodies somebody knows you
and to that somebody
youre somebody
but well to me
youre somebody special

so chill janani
and remember urvasi
take it easy

au revoir!

2007-11-14T00:54:00.000+08:00

superstar to loose cannon
fuck
im so fucked

but yeah
shes back and well lifes gonna be better
i hope
i really do

and i read this damn cool nick

here is my bright idea- fuck you

haha so coooool

au revoir!

2007-11-13T00:12:00.000+08:00

you know i pretty much realised something today
after you happened
haha

love is blind and lovers cannot see, the pretty follies they commit themselves

you can never forget me
you know why?
cause i was the best thing you never got
haha

haha!
how true

au revoir!

2007-11-12T11:07:00.000+08:00

superstar

super super super star haha

au revoir!

2007-11-11T02:25:00.000+08:00

There's a point in your life when you know who stays forever & who's just around for a while.
People change, but so do you; sometimes for the better & sometimes for the worse.
Bad things happen to everyone; you're not in it alone.
People lie & some people just don't care about how you feel.
Your heart beats no matter how much pain you're in.
Everything will be okay eventually.
There are always people in your life that just make your day, no matter the miles.
It's better to stay in touch with the people I love then just drop it & forget about them.
You don't forget about the ones you love, it doesn't work that way.
Give it all you got, & live your life to the fullest.
People would kill to have what you have.
Someone always has it worse off than you, but that doesn't mean your pain doesn't count.

i kinda felt much better after reading this
and well
its a beautiful day

i would just die to see you smile(:

au revoir(:

2007-11-10T18:01:00.000+08:00

whoa!
haha
havent felt this good
in a damn long time! hahaha
1,2 step
the cuts
the miss passes
the switches
oh damn
ORGASMIC
stuff yo
hahahahahhaha

superstars the name
rugbys the game

au revoir!

2007-11-09T22:22:00.000+08:00

whoa whoa whoa
hey hey hey
fuck fuck fuck
im so fucking pissed

today is make mitran angry day
who can piss him off
wins the bet
whoa fuck
damn you won
and well

you fucked around with the wrong guy today
whoa fuck
bastard you
im gonna fucking break you
and hammer the living lights outta you bastard
whoa fucker youre so dead
if i ever catch you right
fucktard youre dead
whoa fuck mate
youre dead
fucker you

fuck fuck fuck
youre dead
fucker
you fucking think youre 19
im gonna back down?
haha fuck you

i take you down easy
with
closed eyes and hands tied

oh yeah
and if
you ever think
im gonna call you for
support
you can spit on me

you wanna be her father?
after im through with you
im not sure if youre gonna ever be a father fuckface
who the fuck would marry a guy with a
fucked up two teethed swollen face?

and you can laugh about it?
laugh baby
laugh
keep on laughing....

FUCK IM PISSED
WOOOHOOOOOOOOOO

fuck off

au revoir

music to express current moood

2007-11-09T13:21:00.000+08:00

happy deepavali!
so fun!
and the collection is not even over
and its three digits!
whoa whoa whoa
hahaha

my rooms in a mess
i gotta clean it up
i dont even clean my own mess
i gotta clean my room
fuck
haha

someone got herself burnt playing sparklers
SOMEONE
haha
but it was bound to happen

anyways
here the photos

2007-11-06T23:08:00.000+08:00

im a very angry boy today
very angry

firstly
this fat fucker got away
but hes not on the right channel so
he kinda got away
and my mum was with me
so i couldnt do anything

secondly
its fucking irritating
i swear

thirdly
dude youre so bloody ugly
and shes so bloody fine
im gonna smash you one the field
this i promise you
and im gonna look at your sorry ass face
you fucked around with the wrong guy mate

fourthly
im not that good at acting

fifthly
i know the word fifthly is wrong
but fuck it yeah

sixly
i owe someone a kiss

sevenly
i cant keep this act up anymore
im gonna break soon

eightly
fuck you
fat fuck

ninely
training tomm

tenthly
im feeling so pathetic
fuck fuck fuck

fuck im
pissed
pissed
pissed
pissed
pissed
argh

hahaha

au revoir

2007-11-04T22:46:00.000+08:00

mitran says:
we have gone through much shit
mitran says:
and much happiness together
mitran says:
and well brother from another mother
mitran says:
happy birthday!
ian. checker checkmate says:
eh why so emo
ian. checker checkmate says:
haha
ian. checker checkmate says:
thanks man
ian. checker checkmate says:
i luv u black boy
ian. checker checkmate says:
haha
mitran says:
i love you too white boy
mitran says:
haha
ian. checker checkmate says:
eh yellow boy*
ian. checker checkmate says:
haha!
mitran says:
haha can ah can ah
mitran says:
hahaha
ian. checker checkmate says:
the ideas there ah
ian. checker checkmate says:
haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN LAW!

2007-11-04T22:06:00.000+08:00

lifes pretty complicated
and well
im super sorry
for making you feel worse than you already were
but well i kinda came across this
old song and well
it hit me
lifes pretty easy
you just gotta take it easy

well for those muggles who dont understand tamil
heres the translation
oh and muggles
be chilling
my tamil translation isnt that good either
hehehe

urvasi urvasi:
MARUGABAAAHHHH OOOOOOOOOOOO MARUGABA MARUGABA
MARUGABAHHHHHHHH OOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

urvasi urvasi take it easy urvasi
if your body is like a needle then theres no need for a pharmacy

urvasi urvasi take it easy
if your body is like a needle then theres no need for a pharmacy

to be victorius in life take it easy

come on damsel
speak to me in tamil
theres over 3000 words
all i need to hear is two words

to be victorius in life take it easy

owwww musiccccc......
violins and yada yada

even if you studied hard and you failed
take it easy
even if your dad scolded you
take it easy
even if you went to cut your hair
take it easy

hear ye hear ye
damsel
there are so many veins in the body
tell me wheres the love vein(i think)

HEHEHEHEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEHHHHHHHHHHH

love is not formed just by sight
and it does not flows by the eyes
there are no cats which are vegetarians
there is no raman in any man
theres no good to a woman if shes not of any speciality
theres only kannagis statute not sitas

if you tried to show off to a girl and shes didnt see
take it easy
and if an elderly woman sits beside you in the bus
take it easy polisy

urvasi urvasi
take it easy policy

whats the use of not approaching girls in the morning but
winking at them at night?
whats the use of having no limits but no freedom?
whats the use of going to school if there are no chicks?
and
whats the use of dancing at 60 when youre not dancing at 20

haha
urvasi urvasi

take it easy policy

let it be
relationships
school work
family
life
anything

take a step back
look at it
and
take it easy

au revoir!

2007-11-04T10:02:00.000+08:00

goood morning beautiful!
haha

sometimes you just gotta ask him for answers

2007-11-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

the day started off pretty well
the match was alright
went for lunch with the fellas
then came back home
then helped to clean the house abit

and
well fairy tales dont last forever

went for the diwali bazaar
and i saw that fucker
i mean as lucky as he is
hes just so fucked up

i messaged her
no reply
i called her
she didnt pick up

but

i messaged her that i saw that fucker and she
calls me and messages me

and she calls me again after that to ask who that fucker was with

after seeing that fucker

i feel so lousy...
i feel so fucked up...
i feel so crap ...
i feel so wasted...

and its so amazing
as to how
the person you love the most
can hurt you the worst
amazing aint it?

fuck me really
fuck me
fucking loser

au revoir

2007-10-30T23:35:00.001+08:00

its happening just as i thought it would
and
yes
im not sad
haha!

2007-10-29T23:08:00.000+08:00

yes
yes
yes
yes!
haha

incompetent fools
i say
bet you didnt know what that meant haha
they only understand
dumb fucks language for the dumb fuck
ahaha

vance and i are poets
heres evidence:

mitran says:
cause
mitran says:
shes so fine
mitran says:
and the guys is
mitran says:
such a swine
mitran says:
knn
Vance -According to Mr Sonny Phua, W (Double U) is now Dub Dew says:
tt lesbian is so fine... but all she does to her boobs is bind
Vance -According to Mr Sonny Phua, W (Double U) is now Dub Dew says:
HAHA WTF
mitran says:
haha!!
mitran says:
eh nice one

2007-10-29T10:45:00.000+08:00

ooooh
i sense abit of jealousy in the air
haha

its kinda funny how people
cheat themselves

i miss you
haha goood joke
i love you
an even better joke
i will always love you baby
hahah
the biggest joke ever
liar liar liar
pants on fire

i took a superhero test!
and im the
FLASH
hahah
fast, athletic and OH SO flirtatious
how true
hahaha

im up to something
he he he
im really up to something
but you're not gonna find out till it hits you in the face
hahah
i feel so sinister
he he he
hahahahhahahahahhaha

au revoir!

2007-10-26T23:00:00.001+08:00

im fucking unhappy with you
who the fuck do you think you are?
can you pass better than me?
can you step better than me?
can you fake better than me?
can you run better than me?
are you skills even up to par with me?

youre no where near me
you cant even say yes
to one thing
i did not train so bloody hard for you to
criticise me
you do not have the bloody right to shout your wonderful comments at me
when youre not even involved in the play
get it

well
we will just see who makes it to the TEAM
and who
DOESNT

fuck off

au revoir

2007-10-25T22:11:00.000+08:00

this post is gonna be dedicated to miss sonika
the power fellow
haha
shes been a real inspiration from me
oooo k
i was just kidding
haha

she wants to spend her free outgoing 100 minutes with me
she has the same personal message as me
we both are out to get the same people
AND this is what she said to me

black magic sex sugar says:
yes u do!
black magic sex sugar says:
time square cant shine as bright as you
black magic sex sugar says:
i swear its true

if i had to count my blessings
then i guess i gotta count
sonika too!
haha
cliche but yes

au revoir!

2007-10-25T15:31:00.000+08:00

youre a filthy liar
filthy is an understatement
dont give me your bloddy apoologies
save em
alright
fuck you

oh yeah
hey bitch
thanks for putting my name on your profile
fucked up much eh?
i do not want to be your obsession
can you just fuck off?
please

au revoir

2007-10-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

-fuck the times i spent worrying abt you.
-fuck the times i felt insecure.
-fuck the times i felt hurt.
-fuck the times i didnt know what to say.
-fuck the times i was angry.
-fuck the times i was emo.
-fuck the times i thought something was going to happen.
-fuck the times i screw up.
-fuck the times i made you cry.
-fuck the times i made you feel hurt.
-fuck the times i was a disappointment.
-fuck the times i was miserable.
-fuck the times i was miserable cause you were hurt.
-fuck the times i knew i could be better but i was not.
-fuck the times i want to be there but i wasn't.
-fuck the times i was asked to leave.
-fuck the times i was pushed back and forth.
-fuck the times i was indecisive.
-fuck the times i couldn't leave.

i wont turn back, nor would i ever want to.

i pretty much got this of geralds blog
but
hey buddy i understand what youre going through man
im so sorry for having made fun of you
im sorry mate
love you dude
thanks for the good times mate
let the good times roll

i dont know who i am anymore
i can be so nice
but i feel so cheated
and i feel so angry that i got cheated
i really

dont know who i am anymore

i love you(:

au revoir

2007-10-23T08:40:00.001+08:00

interesting
i have got a friend
who goes by the name
of
hakim
he claims to be half portugese
no malay blood, no clubbing, no drinking , no smoking
apparently hes an angel
well this is the icing on the cake
his grandma and christiano ronaldo were neighbours in the island off portugal
and everytime he would be like " Hey cris wanna play ball?"
i have got such a fucktard for a friend
how lucky am i

ps: he is blessed with a blazing pace, dazzling skills and a hot bod

he lives in his imaginary world
hahah
and he can still say
im not joking ah sia

au revoir

2007-10-21T17:09:00.000+08:00

JUDITH. cash rules everything around me.. <3 says:
ahahahahaha!!!!
JUDITH. cash rules everything around me.. <3 says:
i stalk u
mitran says:
stalker
mitran says:
i got a stalker
JUDITH. cash rules everything around me.. <3 says:
LOl yep
mitran says:
stalker
mitran says:
stalker
JUDITH. cash rules everything around me.. <3 says:
hahaha shutup
mitran says:
stalker
JUDITH. cash rules everything around me.. <3 says:
stalker
mitran says:
stalker
JUDITH. cash rules everything around me.. <3 says:
smelly
mitran says:
smelly stalker
JUDITH. cash rules everything around me.. <3 says:
smellier
mitran says:
smellier stalker
JUDITH. cash rules everything around me.. <3 says:
SMELIEST
mitran says:
SMELIEST smellier stalker
JUDITH. cash rules everything around me.. <3 says:
HAHA
JUDITH. cash rules everything around me.. <3 says:
whatevs
mitran says:
whatevs SMELIEST smellier stalker
JUDITH. cash rules everything around me.. <3 says:
BRB SMELLY
JUDITH. cash rules everything around me.. <3 says:
DINNER
mitran says:
now?
mitran says:
its so bloddy early
mitran says:
early
mitran says:
its like 5
mitran says:
bloody hell
JUDITH. cash rules everything around me.. <3 says:
ITS 7 HERE RETARD
mitran says:
still
mitran says:
its early what
JUDITH. cash rules everything around me.. <3 says:
im hungry
JUDITH. cash rules everything around me.. <3 says:
i missed lunch la
JUDITH. cash rules everything around me.. <3 says:
MUST I EXPLAIN MYSELF TO U!
JUDITH. cash rules everything around me.. <3 says:
hahaha
JUDITH. cash rules everything around me.. <3 says:
i never eat this early anyways
mitran says:
YOURE GONNA GROW FAT AND UGLY WITH EARLY DINNERS
JUDITH. cash rules everything around me.. <3 says:
NO
JUDITH. cash rules everything around me.. <3 says:
I WONT
mitran says:
YES YOU WILL
mitran says:
ugly you already are
mitran says:
you just gonna grow fat
mitran says:
hahah!

its a fight

au revoir

2007-10-20T15:37:00.000+08:00

i tried so hard and got so far
but in the end it doesnt even matter

stop fucking around with me
i have been pushed as far as i can go
after this
...

au revoir

2007-10-18T00:14:00.000+08:00

oh my

youre so full of yourself arent you

you know what

you can go fuck yourself

screw the hole in the wall

its over there

right beside you

you wanna play games?

haha

go ahead

have your fun now

cause its not gonna be so fun for you when

IM having FUN

au revoir

2007-10-16T23:10:00.001+08:00

you know what?

im sick of it

fuck you

and you

fuck you

really

fuck you

au revoir

2007-10-15T00:36:00.000+08:00

She calls me baby

then she wont call me

says she adores me

and then ignores me

(Jenny, What's the problem?)

She keeps her distance

and sits on fences

puts up resistance

and builds defenses

(Jenny, Whats the problem?)

You keep me hanging on the line

everytime you change your mind

First you say you wont

then you say you will

you keep me hanging on

but we're not moving on

we're standing still

Jenny, you've got me on my knees

Jenny, It's killing me

She needs her own space

she's playing mind games

ends up at my place

saying that she's changed

(Jenny, what's the problem?)

I'm trying to read between the lines

you got me going out of my mind

First you say you wont

then you say you will

you keep me hanging on

but we're not moving on

we're standing still

Jenny, you've got me on my knees

Jenny, It's killing me

(ohh ohh ooohhhh)

It's killing me

(ohh ohh ooohhhh)

It's killing me

(ohh ohh ooohhhh)

Jenny

First you say you wont

then you say you will

you keep me hanging on

but we're not moving onwe're standing still

Jenny, you've got me on my knees

Jenny, It's killing me

First you say you wont

then you say you will

you keep me hanging on

but we're not moving on

we're standing still

Jenny, you've got me on my knees

Jenny, It's killing me

It's killing me

Jenny

how true

shites mate

haha

but

im still the best thing

au revoir(:

2007-10-13T16:56:00.000+08:00

im the best thing
you never gonna get
(:

au revoir

2007-10-06T11:57:00.000+08:00

im a HAPPY man

2007-10-04T22:39:00.000+08:00

dont raise my hopes
and drop them
please
its real fucked up

your kingdom your rules
you come along
all hail king
when it comes to crunch time
all you can do is reply
i cant do anything?
not so king like aye?

yeah ok i got the picture too many people
but still
next time dont talk
like asif youre tottaly in control
you know why?
cause youre not
thats why

and im the one always in the wrong
kinda getting used to it already i guess
haha
laugh it off
its the best

i missed you waking up in the morning
gone away
i miss you

laugh your sorrows off
enjoy what you have

and its the moment we are all waiting for
that one moment
which justifies it all
the rights and the wrongs
and you are my moment

au revoir

2007-09-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

went drinking last friday
with jan and indix hahah
it was so fun
jan almost hammered this white guy cause he gave the really cheeky smile
then i got high
and did a couple of things which i should not and will not convey here cause everyone can read it

fuck man whats up?

ohhh thats the menu and the daisies we got

yes mum im on my way back home already!

i toook this photo its like so coool!

haha it was so fun drunk chicks and a guy whose high
how fun

anyways

went back home with simran today
and well we were talking about stuff
and about how sometimes or maybe all the time on how people can actually break up
because of rumours
according to simran its like
20% of a break up is due to personal reasons
but 80% is due to rumors
and
i was like shit dude thats real fucked up
and
we went on about chicks and dicks
about how the dicks get the chicks
and how dicks really screw things up
haha
we talked about the chilling chicks
and the stupid chicks
with the occasional dicks for the boyfriends they had
damn we could be so much better as boyfriends
but they HAD to end up with the dicks
haha
fuck you dicks

au revoir

2007-09-16T00:05:00.000+08:00

miss salty cake
Posted 11/09/2007 06:00
*** ! you know i almost like died !i swear ! the motorcycle just stopped in time if not surely mati liao !i was like blank ! my mind was like AAAAHH !THE BLOODY PIZZAHUT GUY WAS LIKE JUST STARING LIKE HE WANTED TO KILL ME !HAIHAI

hahahahah
i burst out laughing after reading this comment
ironic
i think if the motorcycle hit miss salty cake then.....

the rider would have been injured
and
the pizza would have gone to waste
haha
and he could only stare like he wanted to kill her cause
he certainly knew that if
she sat on him
then he will surely be having breakfast through a straw
hahahah
fucking hell

au revoir

2007-09-15T00:10:00.000+08:00

ooooooh yes
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANANI

youre finally older than me (:

2007-09-14T18:06:00.000+08:00

if only
and
almost
are the two most indescribable words that i know of

IF ONLY you knew how much i loved you
IF ONLY....

i ALMOST had you
ALMOST....

but well in both cases
i lost (:

if only you knew how much i loved you
if only....

au revoir

2007-09-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

Mitran says:
shes a bitch
Mitran says:
so fat
Mitran says:
think she so bloody hot
my heart is smashed by a foreign love says:
lolol
my heart is smashed by a foreign love says:
like punjabi minah siol
Mitran says:
hahahh
Mitran says:
FAT MINAH
Mitran says:
hahahahaha
my heart is smashed by a foreign love says:
lol minah all fat one what
my heart is smashed by a foreign love says:
minah's must go to like FAT CAMP
Mitran says:
eeeyur
Mitran says:
hahah
my heart is smashed by a foreign love says:
so can lose weight all
my heart is smashed by a foreign love says:
fat ready wear skinny jeans
Mitran says:
hahaha
Mitran says:
fat must wear fatty jeans
my heart is smashed by a foreign love says:
LOLOL
my heart is smashed by a foreign love says:
baggy jeans like sweep the road kind HAHAH
Mitran says:
hahahahhahah
Mitran says:
WINDSOCK!!!!
Mitran says:
hahhahahahhahha
my heart is smashed by a foreign love says:
LOLOL

hahah oh my
mr S and i had a hilarious covo
about miss salty cake
hahah

au revoir

2007-09-09T01:18:00.001+08:00

rugby world cup 2007
wooots
argentina beat france
aussies beat japan
and england beat usa

but the england match is really crap
nothing fantastic from england
other than their rolling mauls
forward play
but their centres are real crap
and the wing is forever hanging inches away from the line just to receive a lob ball from the standoff to sneak a try into USA territory
handling errors are total nonsense
USA have just shown that they are no intimidated by former champions
they keeping up the pressures
flanking out in defence
calling man
running up in defence
but the england scrumhalf is commanding the forwards
which enables them to have their top notch rolling mauls
other than that maybe based on personal skills england have got nothing to prove
USA really playing their guts out
the scrummie is doing a real good job with the box kicks
however their scrums are being wheeled by england
either wheeled, collapsed or being driven back
more work to do
but over all i think
USA have played a better game than england
the english are planning to capitalise on mistakes
get penalties
and kick for points
arhhh
but wtf

ALL BLACKS!

au revoir

2007-09-06T20:59:00.000+08:00

fuck
i am what i am

and oh yeah

keep your secrets
really
honestly speaking
your own secrets are gonna kill you
im just waiting
haha

after gym
mr cousin and i went to watch a S-league football match
Home United VS Reds blah blah something
haha
home united won though 2-1
its like totally a drama mama version of the EPL haha
we had guys shouting
hahah BUTOH AH MALIK
malik was the referee haha
bloody funny
and my cousin and i were sitting there analyzing the match quitely while
we had jose and rafa sitting behind us going

jose: eh the linesmen knn fucking butoh sia
rafa: eh cb pass la
jose:ya sia stupid fuckers dunno how to play football
rafa:eh malik fuck you ah butoh kau
jose: eh fuck go back nigera play football la cb
rafa: haha eh how the nasi lemak?
jose: ok ah not that bad

hahah we were laughing our asses off
haha so fun
i wanna go again haha

bella luna

au revoir

2007-08-31T23:31:00.000+08:00

fuck
im a bastard
the biggest one ever actually
YOU KNOW WHAT
IM A TWO FACED BASTARD
who cant be trusted
I FUCKING CANT BE TRUSTED
IM A FUCKING BASTARD
YAY!!!!

oh yeah and

dont bring my hopes so high next time yeah
if you wanna go out with someone
go ahead
dont bring me into your plans
make me look forward to the outing then
fuck me in the end
alright

why do all the nice guys get fucked ?
im not saying im nice but im not bad
so yeah

at the end of the day it becomes my fault
MY FAULT(:

i hope youre happy (:

au revoir

2007-08-31T10:05:00.000+08:00

im a superhero
and i have a superhero wife
we are gonna have 3 children haha
all with super powers
like the incredibles!
haha

anyways

i feeel like a dead fish
i never knew swimming and running
could be so damn tiring haha

and

gerald lee is the best
really!
haha

au revoir

2007-08-27T01:06:00.000+08:00

fuck
youre a real darling to me honestly
and well seeing as to how your own friends screw you behind your back
doesnt really make me feel that good but well
lifes a bitch
so now youre going on a hiatus
its good really trust me
seriously shes a bitch one big one
she defines the meaning of bitch really
arghh but fuck it ah
chill
go on your hiatus
sit under a tree and meditate(:

on a lighter note
ever wondered what guys talked about?
haha heres an inside scoop

Gerald says:
eh we go leg waxing ah
mitran says:
i really dont mind brazillian waxing
Gerald says:
one day
Gerald says:
i dont want
mitran says:
steady la
Gerald says:
cause right
Gerald says:
got hair on balls
Gerald says:
then FUCKING PAIN
russell. nightmare diminished. new dream rots. says:
hahhahaah
Gerald says:
leg alreadY pain
Gerald says:
imagine your balls
Gerald says:
woah
mitran says:
pussy la you
Gerald says:
fuck pain
Gerald says:
eh
Gerald says:
i went for leg twice already
Gerald says:
cb sia
Gerald says:
the knee part
russell. nightmare diminished. new dream rots. says:
wtf.
russell. nightmare diminished. new dream rots. says:
seriously?
Gerald says:
FUCKING PAIN LAH
russell. nightmare diminished. new dream rots. says:
wtf
Gerald says:
yeah
Gerald says:
serious
russell. nightmare diminished. new dream rots. says:
i dun have much of it anyway.
Gerald says:
eh mitran
Gerald says:
your my favourite hello and hardest good bye:'(
Gerald says:
i think of you only 2 times in a day
Gerald says:
at night
Gerald says:
and in the day
Gerald says:
D:
mitran says:
thanks gerald
mitran says:
hahah
Gerald says:
no problem darling
Gerald says:
hahah

I think GERALD misses me(:

2007-08-23T23:42:00.000+08:00

im feeling damn
IRRITATTED
AND DAMN
REALLLY DAMN PISSED
FUCKING PISSED
serious

au revoir

2007-08-19T22:01:00.000+08:00

One last call for alcohol says:
hahaha
One last call for alcohol says:
i miss making out :/
One last call for alcohol says:
omg, i cant believe i said that
One last call for alcohol says:
EH CAN YOU TELL ME THE THING YOU CLAIM TO BE A LOVE STORY ANOT
*
One last call for alcohol just sent you a nudge.
*
mitran says:
hahhahaha
mitran says:
you miss making out??:?
mitran says:
hahahhahahahahhahahahahah
mitran says:
damn!

teran is a cool kid(:

au revoir

2007-08-19T01:31:00.000+08:00

BOWLING
haha
was bloody fun
hahah with my little cuzzies and all
the occasional strikes
then after that we were off to jalan kayu
to eat prata yum yum
i ordered the wrong mee
wah damn sad la
then never eat
but i had 4 pratas i think hahah

then i found out that
i had a guardian angel
as in really
as in a real guardin angel i mean
how cool is that?
DAMN
hahah

i miss you too vance
i miss fucking around with the guys
i miss rugby
i miss you

i would give anything

i want a girl with lips like morphine
knocked me out everytime they touched me

au revoir

2007-08-18T00:21:00.000+08:00

lifes a bitch

lifes like a teacup
sometimes its just tea
and
sometimes its just the cup

but yeah im happy
haha
guess whos back?

au revoir

2007-08-15T12:28:00.001+08:00

mitran says:
fucking hell he looks like the bloddy waiter there la
Sonika says:
ayio..kk wait lemmie see
Sonika says:
WAHLAO
Sonika says:
FUCK FACE LA
Sonika says:
YUCKS
Sonika says:
which pic ?
mitran says:
hahahahha
mitran says:
11
Sonika says:
so yucks man
Sonika says:
EW

thats sonika for you
attitude yo

au revoir

2007-08-14T00:39:00.000+08:00

whoa im like fucking pissed can
fuck arghhhh
FUCK
PISSED
PISSED
fuck man
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
i swear
fuck
im trying so hard to smile
fuck fuck fuck
2 more minutes and i should be cool
just letting it out i guess
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck (:

2007-08-12T14:36:00.001+08:00

My hero, my dad
In my youth, I once saw
A hero who fears no foe
He carried shimmering sword and amour
And helped the sick and the old
He was the air around me
And he could change a high from a low
Soon he became my hero.
As time unwind into years,
Reality coldly knocks on my door
Funny it may seem,
Fairytales no longer came into line.
Peter pan and Robin Hood,
Were just illusions
And my hero
turned out to be only a man
No doubt born in flesh and blood
Exposed of vulnerabilities
And drowning slowly in a flood
Shame, the man used to be a hero
My hero.

a poem
by
Ian Alexander Law

2007-08-10T21:35:00.000+08:00

cuzzie play time
say cheeeseeee

charades time
we won yay
cause they got ME (:

happy birthday warren(:
had a fun time at the chalet
3 days 2 nights
and 2 nights without sleep
coke light and poker
swimming
two days without bathing
but yeah
a hell lot of fun(: